Pull The Trigger On Themselves

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What Makes Someone Pull The Trigger On Themselves?

What makes someone pull the trigger on themselves? I could think of a million reasons why someone gets to that point of misery and many have probably been there, but what makes someone actually cross that fine line? Maybe fatigue, pain, drugs, alcohol, guilt or shame? It is so sad and seems such a waste of life. There are many questions and few answers in such events.

Though I feel the misery that one must feel to pull the trigger on themselves, I also feel the heartache of being left on this earth to try to understand why someone who had so much going for them would do such a thing. In the wake of such tragedy are those who loved him or her, those who wonder what they could have done to prevent such a thing and those who somehow must move on with their lives.

I think the answer to what makes someone pull the trigger on themselves can vary widely with many intertwining factors. Through the many tears and the asking of why in my personal experience with such tragedy, it occurred to me that one main ultimate reason is likely deception.

We believe certain things that perpetuate our depressed state or state of misery; whatever that looks like to an individual. It can be self-talk or something someone says to another that can penetrate the spirit and good sense. It might be the enemy using willing people to create such a destruction in others.  Maybe the enemy may even win some battles, but not the war.

There are no easy answers or one answer fits all, but I know what was meant for harm here will somehow produce good and those with evil intent will not get away with it. For now, I must take comfort that this amazing young man is safe with the Lord who loves Him. And though it seems he left in the middle of his song, his song begins again and will never be interrupted. And best of all, I’ll be part of that song too. Though the pain I feel waiting and wondering why he would pull the trigger on his life won’t end until we meet again, we will be together forever, so until heaven then, my son.


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